The Way I Used To Be/ Amber Smith/English

The Way I Used to Be

“The Way I Used to Be” by Amber Smith is a poignant and powerful novel that delves into the aftermath of trauma and the journey toward healing and self-discovery. Told through the eyes of protagonist Eden McCrorey, the story follows her harrowing experiences and emotional struggles after being assaulted by her brother’s best friend.

As the novel unfolds, readers witness the devastating impact of the assault on Eden’s life as she grapples with feelings of guilt, shame, and betrayal. Unable to confide in her family or friends, she retreats into herself, burying her pain beneath a façade of normalcy while struggling to make sense of what happened to her.

The narrative spans four years of Eden’s life, chronicling her downward spiral into self-destructive behavior as she copes with the trauma in unhealthy ways. Through vivid and visceral prose, Amber Smith explores the complexities of trauma and its long-lasting effects on survivors, shedding light on the often misunderstood and stigmatized issue of sexual assault.

But amid the darkness, there are moments of hope and resilience as Eden begins to confront her past and reclaim her voice. Through therapy, friendship, and the unwavering support of those who love her, she embarks on a journey of healing and self-discovery, slowly learning to forgive herself and find the strength to rebuild her life on her own terms.

“The Way I Used to Be” is more than just a story about survival; it’s a testament to the resilience of the human spirit and the power of hope in the face of adversity. Amber Smith’s raw and honest portrayal of trauma and its aftermath is both heartbreaking and empowering, resonating with readers on a deeply emotional level.

With its compelling narrative, authentic characters, and unflinching exploration of difficult subject matter, “The Way I Used to Be” is a must-read for anyone seeking insight into the complexities of trauma and the journey toward healing. It’s a book that will stay with readers long after they’ve turned the final page, reminding them of the importance of empathy, compassion, and the transformative power of resilience.